In the candlelight He could see through to their very hearts, and He spoke of betrayal as Judas left the room in silence. And when Peter vowed his undying devotion, God spoke to the fragility of human strength, “You will deny Me three times at the sound of a cock’s warning.” And Peter winced in the light of the searching fire.
They followed Him to a garden, a quiet place where poor men are want to find shelter beneath the trees. And these men who had given up everything to follow Him, in His final hours turned their faces to the ground and fell asleep.
“Can you not watch with Me one hour?” He sighed. Then He wandered away into the ever watchful presence of Heavenly eyes.
“Abba, Father!” the wounded Child cried as He fell to His knees weeping. “If it is possible, let this cup pass from Me.” His soul writhed in agony as great bloody droplets poured from His being and spilled onto the ground.
He suffered so in the misery of not wanting to do what He must and what was right; could we all shed the same blood to restrain ourselves from wanting to do what was wrong? In the clearing in the garden those who are awake suffer with him for different reasons and writhe in a holy flame.
“Not my will but Thine be done.”
The wind blew an ancient song through the trees, bowing the branches gently with its melody ad the Child sang along.
“For some I have been their entertainment, like a singer who has a pleasant voice and can play well on an instrument. And they came to listen to the words, but they do them not. Have they known that God has been among them? Now I am a worm in their eyes and despised. Don’t be far from Me now for trouble is near.”
He heard a battalion of footsteps coming toward Him in the darkness and He prayed for His sleeping ones, that when they finally awakened they would all be one in holy love – for there is no greater miracle.
Then He moved His gaze from heaven rose to His feet and looked into a dark tunnel in the trees as the voices and the footsteps grew louder. He could hear their angry swords rattling against their bodies, yet, He did not move.
Later His disciples would wonder, “Why did they send an entire army just to capture one unblemished Lamb?”